As the date indicates, it’s been almost a year since I’ve posted. My 19th birthday is quickly approaching and it has me reflecting back on the past year. I’ve thought about deleting my last post, but what’s the point. You live and you learn and you grow, and damn did I do a lot of that in the past year. This ride has so many ups and downs, and I’m not really sure what to make of it. And honestly I’m not sure any of us know what to make of it. I was naive. I was 18 and I thought I had it all figured out. Well I’m telling you now at almost 19 my life decided to prove me dead wrong.
I figure I should justify myself as not being a whiny teenager. But why bother? I don’t acutally think anyone is reading this. Lost in cyber-space, just like that. I’d be lying if I told you that my life is just peachy. It’s not, but no one’s ever is. But I don’t believe this “grass is greener on the other side shit”. It’s not. Because like it or not, no one does your life better than you. Oh and belive me, people have tried to tell me they could do it better. I’ve had a lot of shit happen to me between a year, and I’m sure for you too. Truth is, I don’t have it all figured out. In fact I have nothing figured out. Not a damn thing. Now I’m just a student trying to make my way through life….trying to do the best I can….